Michael Jackson was once described to be walking down a street feeling that the whole world had turned their backs on him, according to Madonna. Exactly how I feel. But who cares? Who fucking cares?
Even if there's someone out there or someone right beside me who cares, I can't god damn convince myself that there's gonna be these few who wouldn't turn against me even when the sky falls down. I'm not even trying to be at least a wee bit optimistic at all. I don't see the point.
I wouldn't say school is bullshit. Cos it isn't. But it still sucks. Maybe right at this moment when nothing is going smoothly and the way you expected it. Seriously, something I learnt. IT DOESN'T PAY TO BE GOOD. And I wouldn't want to do good for these "catagorised" people even if it's for the sake of earning good deeds.
Why wouldn't these people just extinct and make this world a better place for everyone?
Nevermind, after pouring out all my anger, I kinda cooled down. Good improvement Bells. You never get over petty issues that easily.
Did I mention? School lessons are very impactful on occasions. Take my APEL class for example. I've learnt to look at things positively, to make me healthier in the mind and understand that everything happens for a reason that we have to understand and forgive. Literature class. I've learnt to stay true to myself even if people are out here to pull me away from my roots. Ahh, rare life lessons you actually learn from the classroom. They do have the wow-factor huh?
Okay i'm pretty much more happier right now after a recap:) I'll learn to appreciate myself better, promise.
